Teen Gothic

So I am 100000% sure I’ve once listened to a Bauhaus song on Spotify that had lyrics like “anorexic alien” or “anorexic monster” or something like that and no matter how much and how long I’ve looked for that song I cannot find it anywhere.

I’m seriously unsure if that song even exists or if I imagined that, but people told me they remember that song too, but don’t remember the title.

I am going crazy here because am I stupid? Do I remember a song that was never made? Or was that song just taken off Spotify because there are some people that know what I’m talking about? But if it was just taken off Spotify, then why can’t I find it anywhere else?